January 1, 2005

  • i need people.

    as much as i try to convince myself its a plus and not a neccessity:

    i turn psycho without you guys.

    i need to grieve. but i'm stuck.

    --Mikhail Baryshnikov was on CNN tonight and said, "true tollerance is manifested by art."
    what do you think about that?

    (he's the god of ballet if you're not familiar with him)

    currently reading: code pink: women for peace

Comments (14)

  • you don't make sense to me anymore.
    hurts my heart.
    happy new year.
    i have hope that you will be around people soon.
    love.

  • there is hope, you see?
    we both have hope.
    i guess...we all have hope.
    i believe in emergency trips.
    but can we afford it?
    "there are many things that i would like to say to you, but i don't know how..."
    excerpt courtesy of Oasis and their song called Wonderwall.
    i'm definately on an early 90's music kick.
    love...over and over and over again.

  • hey.  thanks for your comment.
    i miss talking w/ you.  i hope that you find people you can connect with at home.
    i really don't know what's going on with you now.
    we Really should catch up.  i tried to call quite a wicked long time ago, but just left a message.
    perhaps, i should get over myself and call again.  yes.  i should.

  • I've been thinking about you often. My phone has been giving me a hard time lately, but other than that I've just been selfish. Please forgive me for not acting quickly when my heart says to call you. Keep your head up (psalms121:1,2) I pray someone comes to your rescue - face to face even. Be encouraged in the midst of. I love you still. 

  • I think and pray on you and everyone else on the team daily. I can't get any of you out of my mind. Old friends aren't so much gone as they are AFK. I wouldn't have it any other way

    Finding quality friends since I've been home in Ohio has been nearly futile. My standards on friendship have been crammed so high just from knowing you that it makes even the most friendly and charming people seem fake. And again, I wouldn't have it any other way.

  • I know exactly what you are talking about.  I spent all day with my thoughts and right before the verge of a nervous breakdown, my best friend was there.  I was so grateful.  :)

  • hey lady. will see you in a few months. not sure what to say about the quote.

    jeremy

  • Miss you much...... And many things can be expreced in Art!

  • true tolerance is manifested by art? what kind of junk is THAT? (had to go out on a limb there and sound vitrolic for a moment...this just for fun) I think that is a profound non-sequitor. It just doesn't follow. Is he saying that true tolerance, the highest essence of what it is to be tolerant can only be manifested by art? Or is he saying that by nature, tolerance is what art is? If tolerance is what art is... It is a stupid way of defining art. I'm thinking I'm thinking I'm thinking... and I'm thinking that all of a sudden art has these bounds, it's a person now, an entity, perhaps a god? that is sensitive, wise, all-knowing-- horror strikes and yet it flashes its winning, i-know-something-waaaay-bigger-than-you-know-smile. Or is he saying that for anything to be art, then it must be tolerant to everything else? That would limit creativity.
    I am smashing what he says to pieces in my head without grace, but I bet if I heard it in context, I would get something out of what he said. I think that some Christians have taken the strength and impact from art and so have some high-falutin' philosophers, if you pardon my english. But save me from my cruelty to this poor man. What's the context of what he is saying, so that I may retract my ruthless bombast?
    Oh yes-- by the way, I miss you. I came in the day Kurt left, and now I am back and school has started. I was thinking of you recently and thought of posting this to you (in a brief post):
    "So. I'm back. When are we hanging out?" But now I just posted it to you in a very long post.
    SO. See above comment framed in quation symbols and respond. I miss you very much. Love always...

  • do u know how much I miss you...??
    randomn..I know..
    but I love you, what can I say..
    I'd like to meet you one day...
    by the way..awesome book!

  • Soon cookies will fall and by your hands they will be eaten! 

  • not as much as i love you.

    do you think you and jess will be able to make it over here next month for the wedding? i would love it if you could, if not no worries coz i know its very short notice.

  • it is wonderful to hear from you.
    take your time... k? no rush.
    I still have an e-mail of yours to respond to if I remember correctly... so esta bien.
    grace to you.

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