August 13, 2006
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...the truth is that I've been looking forward to this time like a month of mondays... and i feel like hiding under the covers and pretending its still night...
...but I've seen the sunrise too many times to believe it...
...and the sky is too big in texas to ignore it...
...comming home I felt a bit like the road was mocking me... never ending and ending too soon
...felt that way before... but it was not the same.there have been some deaths-murder and a suicide- and some births -expected and unexpected-since i was home...
and some dreams have followed suit. i ache for the ocean.and yet I can't not smile. even so... too much beauty...
...dancing 6 hours a day feels even better on my heart than it does on my body... even if my shoe snaps in the middle of adagio...
...how is it possible that i forget just how much I *LOVE* lyrical?
-and no matter how much my knee hurts, it was worth it to see the smile on caitybugs face when i dyed her hair blue... and to be reminded that I am lucky enough to have friends who would drive accross the country to see my for two days... I happen to have 2 on each coast... thank G*d I have friends I don't deserve.
currently i'm buried in paper and scraps shaped like continents while I'm longing for europe and terrified to hear from them...
wish there was someone here to kick me out the proverbial door... but all my best kickers are in so cal having dinner with each other...
so it will have to be what it always is...
...i'm teaching therapy dance to some girls in a maternity home in portland...
movement always superceeds words... and it's harder to mispell.
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I love you.
Heyya Erin, long time no speak. I come with a request. A while back you found a website that showed all sorts of nifty ways to get titles for your name, dual citizenships, etc, and for the life of me i cannot locate it. I dont suppose you remember what I'm speaking of, or even the URL for it?
Danke in advance,
Dave
oh erin...call me again when you get a chance since we got cut off the last time you called!! i miss you...i love your posts! it is so precious to hear (read) your heart! you are beautiful! how are you doing with kurt in tx? miss yoU!
lace
I've got a bit of a headstart on Japanese, thanks to cartoon habits when i was in highschool (anime was the coolest!), but I also want to get into Farsi and arabic. The cool part is that Columbus (my new home city) has huge asian and middle eastern populations. I have access not just to the education tools, but environments in which to practice and hear common diction for pretty much any language in the eastern hemisphere.
As I'm starting school... again..., theres nothing set in stone just yet. It's kinda where He leads me on the languages. I just know that I want to learn as many as possible before I die, and it's good to start somewhere.
Uhebuk aziizatii!
i miss you.
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