May 29, 2005
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Afflictions make
the heart more deep,
more experimental, more knowing and profound,
and so, more
able to hold, to contain, and beat more.
–John Bunyan
(there are things i thought i knew and things i do know...
Shevy sent me quotes when i was an intern, i think
they were from Servants of the Call, but they could have just been
hers. this one grabbed me the moment my eyes swam accross the
words and validated some deep places in me. i thought i
understood it then. i believed it anyway. i still do,
though now i realize--more than i could have then-- that i shall be married to brokenness
for the rest of my life. not that i would change that
if given a choice. i am just exhausted.. of being
alone, and i cannot always see that there is so much more to
brake.brake.
i brake my own heart. the heart is deceitful and desperatley wicked
there is more
though you slay me, yet will i trust in You )
Comments (8)
great post . . . as always. what's your secret?
news? nope. but now my ears (eyes) are itching.
oh yeah, kristen and i finally got a chance to watch our wedding video. we saw you in it and my heart skipped. before that, though, the great rob john (bob nunziato) has this excellent video from his camera of you dancing with matt ruiz. oh. beauty at its best.
i'm free on wednesday again if you are...maybe?
you've since called, but i knew it wasn't a boy. they're not good enough for you yet. *wink
howdy... I am home... thankyou.
Trineadge
hihi, not taking the time to email you. ;-P Grin, Xanga makes this too easy ;-P What movie is Sheri's quote from? Thanks.
TTFN
Love you, see you soon.
PS I leave this Friday night, I'll be back next Thursday. 
i like reading your posts too.
we really do need to catch up again sometime. i'm leaving today for Minneapolis for 10 days. When i get back, i really will try to call you. hope you are doing very well.
i can always count
on you for encouragement and LOVE.
thanks*
sooo...brokenness...
is what we're called to be in..always..
although it doesn't quite work out
like that always....
i think i have understood HIM
more and better..when in that state..
there is freedom in that..
there is openness in that..
it's raw!
i love it..
and i love you..
*hug*
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