April 13, 2005
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you know this moment?
it's the one right before this one:
I am definately feeling the shadows
and I wish they were not so inaccurate
*everything is tainted
I need to somehow change the volume
to pick up some new colours
*sigh*
life is fleeting
i want my scribbles to mean something
something worth remembering
I desperately do not want to be like this:
...to "have not love"...
anything but that.
these peices are too important to sacrifice
when should you put down the hemlock?
...
how fast did your heart beat today?
were the risks worth the adrenaline?
when was the last time you laughed so hard you cried?
how would you paint the past hour of your life?
what is your theme song for today?
Comments (26)
Its Ava
hmmm... my themesong for today would be "Pretend you're alive" by Lovedrug. you were probably asking all of those as hypothetical and thought provoking questions. which they are, but there you go nontheless. i really want to talk again sometime. school is horribly crazy right now, but when there is a calm in the storm i will try to get a hold of you. wish you the best.
Good, this is a random way to carry on a conversation; but hey! I am good. I am still at Teen Mania Its been great!! I start year 5 in Aug.. I know that everyone is not the lifer type... but it seems that I was made for it!!!
Thanks for speaking my language loud and clear. I'm going to call these thinking questions. Someday I'll spill. Okay, okay. I'm pretty much an open book. Right now, I'm on a theme trip through many songs, and the imagery of blood keeps showing up. I'm not a morbid individual.
that was beautiful! wonderful, beautiful expression, thanks for sharing.
it has blessed me
His Till The End
so kick it vegas style...
with all of us.
no more lovely than you friend.
miss talking...
address? home or email?
thanks for the comment! yes we're praying the same thing as well! blessings!
all about love- steven curtis chapman. you are a good friend. i know that doesn't sound very profound, but i mean it..... nice post, very creative, very you. my favorite line- "how fast did your heart beat today?"
all I can say is.....:"WORD".........
She got them, loved them and let me know they are her favorite flower. It was great. and I don't where or if she has a new site. sorry.
J
There is no one like you... by crowder
hi..so good ot hear from you. I miss YOUR sweet face. You have a beautiful heart. Thanks for your kind words. I have to say that I am amazed by the peace and joy God has given me and everyone through all this. Blessings to you.
good words, nice pictures. So....YESS...I would like to hear about whatever it is that you have to share! please call me soon! 863-255-1399! bless you...the other Linds!
Isaac Latterell asked me the other day, "Do you know Erin Shute?",
My answer was inevitably, "I sure do; she is probably one of the most beautiful people I have ever met."
I miss you and I think you're lovely.
why are you so stinkin beautiful?
inside and out?
oh yeah..He Created you...
you shall leave me with your
addy there in Africa..
i will send you goodies.
Much much Love to you.
i am so happy and excited for you, your life is always full of something. your lucky.
i wish you all the best because you deserve it. carol and all the roses wish you well plus lil issabelle and cieron who you havent meet yet but need to bczo he is soooo adorable. he is only like 6months!!!
you have to come visit!!!!!!
"The sweetest thing" by U2. Always hoping for blue skies up ahead.
I miss you.
Ahhh Erin. Hi! Thank you for your sweet words. I like you, I always have. When I grow up I want to be like you. =)
I will call you... tonight perhaps? (after 9, free) I wish I could give you a hug!
~carolyn~
Theme song? That would have to be, Amazing Love!
Thanks for sharing...it was beautiful! 
so im out of knowlege and running on hope again, what can i say.
erin, seeing you at my wedding was VONderful. Perhaps what was even more wonderful is seeing that external thing of an inward change. Reading has helped me to understand. (thank you)The beauty and downright sexiness (can I say that?) of who you are now is just an outward manifestation of what's percolating on the inside. To that I say, "You go, girl."
I miss you and your tumbling.
And your gasps when you saw me that made me feel loved.
I also missed those dismissable hungs that you issued. MmHm. I remember. (wink)
One thing though that I don't miss because I know will always be there is your heart. Protect what's inside. It is yours for him and FROM him to them.
Love.
My theme song that no one knows would be "Ode to Nothing" by...me.
My theme song to be shared with others would be "District Sleeps Alone Tonight" by The Postal Service
Today I laughed, into tears...laughing at myself and how easy it is to recognize that I can't do anything to stay ahead.
I would paint the last hour as a DARK room with a boy sitting on a couch watching television...on the screen is a field, a serene pasture with a single lush tree whose leaves appear rustled by a cool breeze. The darkness surrounds him, and you can tell he longs for that which only his eyes can embrace. In the entry way to the room stands a woman with tear stained eyes and makeup smeared face...masscara running...her heart is broken by her compassion...not for the boy, but for another who cannot show himself. Her eyes have reflections from the screen...and you sense that what the boy longs for dwells within her...but still, she stands in the same room...longing for a green pasture.
today was rough...all around.
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