February 14, 2005
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today was a heavy day.
I feel so releived it's almost over-- just studying for my Evolution of Modern Dance midterm tomorrow.
and finishing up my Tunisia application, turning that in tomorrow morning too. *crossing fingers*I was invited to join Phi Kappa Phi today. Honored.
mom sent me a V-day package with a blank canvas inside. Yea!
Got my Religion midterm back today and turned in a paper (relief relief)
My first piece for Autobiographical Writing was workshoped today...
a boy in my class got a crush on me after reading it. I don't understand. He asked if I was avaliable... I, of course, said no. But I admit I was flattered that he liked my writing so much (he's a huge Chuck Palahniuk fan, and he told me he felt my writing and that I brought Realism to the work, so that was my ego trip for the day).Finished and mailed my submission for the NUCL conference. Huge weight off my shoulders. whew.
Sigma Tao Delta hosted a Valentine's reading. The choir sang... and I saw Rian. We haven't been in that close of a proximity in over 3 years. It was strange. I walked in the meet my roommate (she's the VP and was hosting, and was the reason I came) and when I saw him i hid behind the wall for a second. It only tok me a second to be ok, but it was strange to hear him sing again. I tried to make eye contact afterwards to smile and acknowledge him... but he wouldn't look at me. Wouldn't do it. That hurt. Felt immature. But I guess it doesn't matter. It was weird though. Oh well. He ignores me. I guess I could take voice class now.
3 of my friends are going in to the Peace Corps. Dave is not sure when he is leaving. Brooke is leaving in Sept to subsaharan Africa. Kim is going to West Africa. And I am hoping to be in Frankiphone Africa next fall. It would be really great to have Brooke on the same continent as me... i love that girl.
Spent yesterday in Portland. It was beautiful. Much needed and refreshing. I think I will live there during grad school stuff... maybe. We shall see.
iloveyouall.
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blank canvas is a beautiful thing. i think when i build up my portfolio one day i want to have a blank canvas hanging on display...new beginnings are amazingly beautiful.
Is this Erin Shute (I don't even know if that's how to spell your name)... like Jeremy's ministry team Erin? If it is, hey girl! What's up???
Oh my goodness! How have you been???
you my friend are adorable..
Christ shines through you..
I'd love to read more of your writing..
it is REAL!!!!!!
everyone needs more of that..
my heart contains much love for you...
Bless you..Bask in HIS colors of Life today..
hey.
been thinkin about you.
so you joined the Smart Kids Club?
we can all use an Ego Trip every so often.
it's like a vacation for the meloncholy.
gotta tell you about c-h-u-r-c-h
[shh!] don't tell anybody...i have a reputation to uphold.
by the way, i woulda killed that little effer if i had seen him...glad you went, not me.
and if there are any other effers that need to be killed, just say the word...
and what emotionally stable person would ask you out on a date just because he read something you wrote?
he doesn't want a girlfriend, he wants a muse.
many times the pieces i do, i do to see if i can do them.
it's almost like a game.
the one on the most recent post was just for fun, but the one before it was pure therapy.
thank you for calling.
forgive me for not trying back.
life is in the way. ain't it the truth?
yay for boys crushing because of your writing.
i hate you for being able to hang out in portland.
see what the bleep do we know... beautiful flick.
all shoot in portland. i cried.
ha.
get out of the country.
soon.
i am working on my own plans as well.
you probably wouldn't agree, but i'll share to see what you think.
flight attendant.
it's bouncing around in my head.
i love you i miss and i need to stop writing.
<3
i miss u.
sigh--
i love u.
i want to see u in portland.
i want to see ur face.
i love the road-- but-- i want to live other life too.
u know.
it looks like i will be moving back to portland to go to the art institute in august.
i am going to try to live in the city.
i am going to sleep now, after a good looking friday night.
god bless u erin.
ash
i miss u.
sigh--
i love u.
i want to see u in portland.
i want to see ur face.
i love the road-- but-- i want to live other life too.
u know.
it looks like i will be moving back to portland to go to the art institute in august.
i am going to try to live in the city.
i am going to sleep now, after a good looking friday night.
god bless u erin.
ash
sorry
Don't stop hope. Let your heart fly.
Hope in your Creator... His heart is always good. He cares so much about your heart.
I hope for you... all you've ever dreamed of, and so much more.
Erin Shute...why do you keep popping up in my mind?
seems like you have been a topic of conversation recently.
genuinely hope that we get to see you soon...
oh... i might be dancing soon... casually.
love you.
Thanks again Erin. I will send a check as soon as you email me your address. Take care friend!!
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