January 4, 2004
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*deep sigh* -the kind that happens almost entirely inside of you.
Do you ever miss Texas? Not TM, but TEXAS?
I miss the consistency today... I drove 110 in my mind. Admired the scenary again.
I used to drive that way whenever I needed to breathe... I do not have a road to escape to here. Or a roommate to scream with. I miss you.i hate that you won't call me.
i hate that you're hurting.
i hate that you're confused.
i hate that school starts tomorrow.
i hate that this feels like limbo... or purgatory (as Jordan would say).
why are you so angry?
i hate that i can't just go to Aussie with you in Oct.
i want your honesty.
so why do i hesitate with mine?
I'm ok with being alone.
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are you really?
couldn't get your links open.
damn apple.
i love you.
i miss you like whoa.
i need you and a boys and guitar cd and things will be on their way to being ok.
but i don't and i can't so i feel stuck.
come to florida soon, ok?
love.
miss you more.
love.
Oh yeah, by the way, I do miss Texas. Dallas particularly...not that I don't like it here, it's just way different. I think I may live Portland or Seattle one day...bigger city. You wanna come? Oh wait...I think the point was having somewhere to escape to...
But only three in all God's universe
Have heard this word thou hast said,---Himself, beside
Thee speaking, and me listening! and replied
One of us . . . that was God, . . . and laid the curse
So darkly on my eyelids, as to amerce
My sight from seeing thee,---that if I had died,
The deathweights, placed there, would have signified
Less absolute exclusion. 'Nay' is worse
From God than from all others, O my friend!
Men could not part us with their worldly jars,
Nor the seas change us, nor the tempests bend;
Our hands would touch for all the mountain-bars:
And, heaven being rolled between us at the end,
We should but vow the faster for the stars.
-Elizabeth Barrett Browning
I'm with 'Dreya, come to Florida soon, ok?
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